Let the beat fall to the ground,
make the walls shake from the sound,
Let the wave take you through the halls,
of your absent minded thought balls.

Soar

feel yourself above the clouds
beyond the seas
across the grass lands
through the breezy air

What does it feel like?
away from the pain
away from the suffering
away from the abuse
away from everything

Does it feel
wonderful?
splendid?
unexplainable?
Amazing?
Everything you could have imagined
and more?

I hope for you
that it does.

I hope
that you soar.

Feeling

I pray to god
the one I believe is real
that one day
I would understand
the way I feel
the way I am
the way I live

I want to feel
the way I want to
feel.

the way I need to feel.

The way I wish I felt.

so please. God, I wish.

cry

I want
but cannot reach
I reach
but cannot touch
I touch
and everything crumbles

I want to cry
but cannot let the tears fall
I want to scream
but there is no soundproof room
I want to destroy
but not everything is breakable

I am stuck
and I hate it
I am caged
and I hate it
I am hollow
and I hate it
I hate.
I cry.

Does it help?

no.

Take a.

Take a flower
touch the petal
feel the soft feeling
brush against
your fingertips
velvety like
soft material

Take a breath
of the amazing
sunset
and the scent
of a million flowers
surrounding you

Take a look
at the vast variety of colours
and the open sky above you
and the beautiful landscape around you

Lastly,
take my hand
and smile your smile
the one I love so,
and let me
show you
with open eyes
and open arms
what the world really is.

Hurt

It hurts. Inside. Alot. I don't know what it is, but it hurts. I makes my lips turn downwards and my chest feel heavy. And I can't right. Or read. It won't go in. I feel like the I want to cry. I feel like I want sleep. I want to sleep and never wake up.

Teleportation methods
Blue purple melodies
Running with elephants
Through all my endevouries

Polka polka poka dots
spotted round your head
make me oh so
fascinated.

Darling turn this way
one more time
and let me take you on the spin of your life
with my teleportetion methods
and blue purple melodies
and run with the elephaaaaants
through all my en-da-vou-ries!

Da da di do
da da di do
oh woah oooh oh.

Do a little dance
and make me quiver
with your stance
as you make do with
LANCE ALOT.

:D

The awesomeness of gore

ICT is the most boring when your teacher is like a drone made just for boredom. I wouldn't mind ICT if this guy wasn't just so boring.
--

A little something to get out of my mind.

--

*Clink*

A soft sound in the surrounding darkness. The room was large and it was cold even though no air passed through it. The surrounding darkness just seemed to make it even darker and I knew something was in here. I could feel their prescence. A shiver went through my body and my lips trembled.

*Click*

The lights flickered on slowly. Row by row by row. My eyes widened.

The smell hit me like a wall, hard. The scent of fresh blood, how could I have missed it? I must be to used to smelling it so often now, but the lights flicking on was like a switch. My senses kicked in and I had to do everything to keep my rising bile from coming out. Every light that flickered on showed a new row of mangled limbs.

When all the lights were on I dry heaved. It was like a sea of red. Mangled limbs, not a single whole body in the lot. Urecognizable heads, arms, legs, eye balls, and some parts I didn't even know were part of the human body.

Blood covered everything like paint and swirled around my white shoes, tainting them.

I stared at the middle of the room. There he sat, knees hugged to his chest, head straight, eyes glassy.

I breathed the breath I'd been holding. The lights went out, enveloping me into darkness again. I shut my mouth and held the wall behind me.

Something, I could feel something infront of me. Him, it must be him, my brain thought, trying not to panic.

As fast as the lights went out they came back on and I saw him. Centimeters away from my face.
Narrowed blue eyes, peachy coloured skin, full red lips, fangs barely seen. Hari messy and un kept, but looking like a model's hair. Face sharper than before, Limbs longer than before, body leaner and more muscular than before. All together he was a sight to behold, power and beauty.

His eyes were locked onto mine and the expression in them made me gasp. His eyes were wide and curious. As I looked closer I realized his face was relaxed and his pose as well.

He lifted his hand steadily to my face barely touching the skin. The ghostly touch of his finger sent shivers through my body. His gaze inched over my face agonizingly slow. I let out a shaky breath at the touch as his finger brushed my chin.

Slowly he brought his fingers to the bottom of my chin and turned my face to the side as he curiously took in every detail. He turned it to the other side again and brought his thumb to my bottom lip. He rubbed it gently before moving close to touch his to mine.

It was soft and gentle and amazing.

His hands encircled my waist and his forehead pressed against mine as he let out a breath.

"Why?" he barely whispered.

"Why what?" I retorted shakily.

"Why the fuck do you taste so good?"