Hurt

It hurts. Inside. Alot. I don't know what it is, but it hurts. I makes my lips turn downwards and my chest feel heavy. And I can't right. Or read. It won't go in. I feel like the I want to cry. I feel like I want sleep. I want to sleep and never wake up.

Teleportation methods
Blue purple melodies
Running with elephants
Through all my endevouries

Polka polka poka dots
spotted round your head
make me oh so
fascinated.

Darling turn this way
one more time
and let me take you on the spin of your life
with my teleportetion methods
and blue purple melodies
and run with the elephaaaaants
through all my en-da-vou-ries!

Da da di do
da da di do
oh woah oooh oh.

Do a little dance
and make me quiver
with your stance
as you make do with
LANCE ALOT.

:D

The awesomeness of gore

ICT is the most boring when your teacher is like a drone made just for boredom. I wouldn't mind ICT if this guy wasn't just so boring.
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A little something to get out of my mind.

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*Clink*

A soft sound in the surrounding darkness. The room was large and it was cold even though no air passed through it. The surrounding darkness just seemed to make it even darker and I knew something was in here. I could feel their prescence. A shiver went through my body and my lips trembled.

*Click*

The lights flickered on slowly. Row by row by row. My eyes widened.

The smell hit me like a wall, hard. The scent of fresh blood, how could I have missed it? I must be to used to smelling it so often now, but the lights flicking on was like a switch. My senses kicked in and I had to do everything to keep my rising bile from coming out. Every light that flickered on showed a new row of mangled limbs.

When all the lights were on I dry heaved. It was like a sea of red. Mangled limbs, not a single whole body in the lot. Urecognizable heads, arms, legs, eye balls, and some parts I didn't even know were part of the human body.

Blood covered everything like paint and swirled around my white shoes, tainting them.

I stared at the middle of the room. There he sat, knees hugged to his chest, head straight, eyes glassy.

I breathed the breath I'd been holding. The lights went out, enveloping me into darkness again. I shut my mouth and held the wall behind me.

Something, I could feel something infront of me. Him, it must be him, my brain thought, trying not to panic.

As fast as the lights went out they came back on and I saw him. Centimeters away from my face.
Narrowed blue eyes, peachy coloured skin, full red lips, fangs barely seen. Hari messy and un kept, but looking like a model's hair. Face sharper than before, Limbs longer than before, body leaner and more muscular than before. All together he was a sight to behold, power and beauty.

His eyes were locked onto mine and the expression in them made me gasp. His eyes were wide and curious. As I looked closer I realized his face was relaxed and his pose as well.

He lifted his hand steadily to my face barely touching the skin. The ghostly touch of his finger sent shivers through my body. His gaze inched over my face agonizingly slow. I let out a shaky breath at the touch as his finger brushed my chin.

Slowly he brought his fingers to the bottom of my chin and turned my face to the side as he curiously took in every detail. He turned it to the other side again and brought his thumb to my bottom lip. He rubbed it gently before moving close to touch his to mine.

It was soft and gentle and amazing.

His hands encircled my waist and his forehead pressed against mine as he let out a breath.

"Why?" he barely whispered.

"Why what?" I retorted shakily.

"Why the fuck do you taste so good?"

Oh my god you hoebag!

HOEBAG is my favourite word. God, I love As Cole turns to Ash. Awesome story. Find it on Fictionpress. Lys, you know what that is. Ha ha. Laugh your fricking ass off Material. Damn Fricking awesome SHIT. Reread it over and over again.

Lyssa was over and we slept at SIX in the fucking morning from playin Gears of War2. HAHAH finished it the next day. Shit tireeeeed. But it was the funniest shit. Playing with ShafiqandLys on Gears of war is like the funniest thing. Lys keeps getting me dead but is kinda awesome for a first time player, even though she can never find me even when I'm right in front of her. -_-

I FINISHED IT, though. ON HARDCORE. It feels so goooood. I know I'm weird but yeah. It's awesome.

Watching

Watching from the window
Watching from across the room
Watching from across the bed
Watching from behind
Watching from the window sill
Watching from the Doorstep still

Watching you read a book
Watching you cry from onions
Watching you silently cook
Watching you laugh
Watching you as you strive
Watching you smile with glee
Watching you sleeping peace

From Death

Candle in the window
cat in the cradle
little boy on the mantle
silly girl on the window sill
pussy willow in the basement jar
furry lentil in a bowl of flour
cookie jar broken on the floor
sighing mother at the bar
crying father not so far
living room door lying ajar
and the windows open
to let the cool winter air
fly throughas the flies go by
and the little boy begins to cry
and the father storms by
and the mother passes by
and the sillydarling girl
jumps out the window

The next day the sun is bright
The next day the mother is sober
The next day son has grown
The next day the fatheris strong
and the small bird begins to sing

There is life from death
move on and remember
the sacrificed
one not
in vain
of the daughter
slain.

no title

Your arms surround me
as your lips touch my forehead
as the snow falls around us
and your eyes touch my soul.

I watch the sky cloud over
the darkening clouds begn to thunder
your long unawakening slumber
pains my heart and I sink under.

Your warmth begins to fade
as your touch begins to linger
and the light begins to simmer
as your remains float down the river.

At first I tried forget
then I began to remember
and when the tears flowed
I tried to destroy
and finally the wind blew
and I moved on
to stop
myself
from dying.